so this lyle.he's in some wb ctw some horseshit drama series he plays a teen type though he is 31 years old.
actually he is 42 but if I go there
proxy will
k-k-k-k-ill me
but they already iz ...
i have like 5 bucks in my pocket and have to walk to LA it seems for this trial
pre trial
of my crimes
you'd think van nuys

my crime
breaking a window.

absinthe
beer
and kinda strong bud from the dispencery

what can u do?

                  Workin for proxy t is like working for some shitty spy movie where they make the guy
walk around like some
idea of

of some crazy man's
senso of
a
loser hobo bum
cept there are no more hobos or bums
it's against the law
to be homeless.







sinister
is so last year damien says for no reason

sinister is a FEELING

the price of cigareetes went up 9 cents in a town outside of river dale.
and a band of white bandits
smashed a wooden indian into the ciagar shoppe's window
and stole every gram of tobacco
nothing else

my nephew had a nightmare.

toy story

it scares him.

it is loud and fast and furious.his dreams are like that my sister in law says

we don't know what to do.

either do i sweetie

maybe you should stop

the rebop

lyle hampton is in Beauty as well.the young gyu.what kinda name is lyle
i thought we were over the kid stuff lover
no lover
and noooo i think i'll stick to the soda pop
dadd
gooooood boi he says
did u lick my ear or are u just glad to see me

boy
these actors
and scribes
nothing hotter than an actor scribe

JIM did you give the kids sugar pops in the middle of the night
they wanted it

it's like 6 30 or so..i have to l;ike look good or something for court in a coupla days and have no real way of getting a hotel in LA
my ID was stolen by the BROOD

How was the pool Joan I saw cleaning the sugar pop and pieces of pop tart of the linoleum
joan pours herself some wine.me some coffee from the machine near the hot tub.
Jake Stevens who played Evan actually levitated
literally
10 feet high

big fuckin deal i think looking for fuckin quarters

Odrian granyay or whatever his name is...he looks like i dont know ..italian..something.his eyes are ...something...;;;;
anyway.theyre both cast

i picutre them cast
like staues for eeetunity.
which they are

into the pool productions presents

"the trouble with harry".
                                             Odrien garnier as Harry
                                            

can u watch the kids
yeah
dean and joan say we have to go to the pool
why can't i ever go to these things
it's very shallow
we're not in the deep end

know what .whatever.I smiled tightly but sincerely.

out a' da pool playaz presents

hOl
me
Yum

i've been writing my own version of holmium 67/68...quite a bit different from therez..HOL

ME

UM .begins and ends and begins again when we take starboi here and turn the cocksuck into a

HOL

O

Me

YUM

a little  hair of the DOG that bit me.a hologram man

of the gingerbread man

to carry around in a lantern

so the king of uk is in towne or a ...ver..zhin of him.what a fop.and grand man...oh boi there's red.there's damien

in a polo uniform

in the bad part of cathedral city.

taller than i thought

he thinks of himself veda says as barry lyndon

but he can't sit thru barry lindon

get the jist

veda says

noooo

HA!

u gets the jist better than we do

and all i can wish is that this fuckin'

"hold it right there buddy"

hold it right there buddy my ass  u piece of human garbage

we're all on the same page

straps and mirors......trouble in cat city

clearly these daze i have little control over my own access
as they say
in the lab.
in northridgelivermorealgoregorevidappbsrisingsonjapanesehotchickcatheeeedralcitywhere the mathbookshanglikespicsonatreeinelpaso1833oldelpasorebelyell
pardon the speics on a treeeeee biz but it iz in damiens bestest that i get beat up or clobbered as old world charm says
i hate this damien he's a pig and proud of it.a freak.someone you might see on the new detectives or some 20 20 show about a sick british couple that kidnap smal children .
and hurt them
why Jimbo,

you know why they infer.
andc so does jeeames franco

I'm like what the fuck you ssssssssssick freak,,and they say
the longer you act like this and pretend you don't remember
AND YOU DO

church on the mall

dale and david were sent to valley because Veda thought they were leader of the pack types(they even wore matching football jackets .they were that cute )and could handle the church's interiors

into the pool productions presents Drr Zayus

14277 Deerhooven Blvd.

 2am

so i went with this guy to  see the math books.but all that was in his car were two saws that he was selling.I had already bought 2 saws 2 days beofre...that someone sold me..

"maybe some needle nose pliers."?

Hey 'the man said standing in the sauna doorway.
his towel wrapped loose around his waist.
....hey...you like Math.?
I have some math books in my car

"what you have a math test coming up?"
 yeah  a big math test.he said his towel falling to the floor.
I was never good at tests.I'm not the testing kind.But i'm getting pretty good with Math.maybe I can help you study

no touch of either love or hate swayed him from his course
only cock and coke.
which the meerkats knew damn well
stormy a disturbamce of the normal atmosphere
Storax...a small styraceous tree
changeling-expexctorant ,used for Perfume
change ringing-the act of ringing bells in varying order so that all possible sequences may be produced

snuff-to put out a light

refulgent
minions-reinforcements

did you know little jimmy?that barbers in Nazi germany knew by the way hair follicles grow out of a mans head if the man was a Jew?
there's a way Jimmy to cut your hair that
some
barbers won't do

let me show you
how to cut it
so you won't look like a jew at all

the estate of Adrian D'Amato
satisfied that
the "implied copywrite"
of the eniterity
of Holmiun 67
was
with held
and henceforth assumed.

Adrain D
felt
newly clean
newly
nullified
and
vindicated

Too many raised  eyebrows in this town
indicated not only their corrosive souls
but
a major naivetivity
on his part
concerning the goodness
of men

so enough about my husband.
you were supposed to be more like that jewboy from indiana
in that meryl streep movie
sofie's choice evan says
eating grapes.
purple grapes
he is a color

sNAp oUt of IT jiMBO this isn't only about you geTTing oFF do you understand

she means like crazy cat get it togetha man.
like...

Like NOW ."Veda shouts

like go fuck yourselves

it was sophie's choice Veda says fixing us a drink .Smiling her hair done

"very Julian Moore" Damien says licking my ear

"must be nice jim being a child man
having no responsibilities
doing saying whatever you want

i'm sure all the guys go for it respect it even" Veda harps on  fone.

yeah bitch it's groooovy


well that's how it was.
and some days.
it sorta seeps back.

oh yeah dr denise...the dream i had..that veda dream.
with the light brown hair

RYE-DELL

THE KING OF PRUSSIA

had enemies.
yet was free to roam around them

in the fold of the goonies and gangstas

armed now with holimium 65

a stimulant MDMA based hallucinagenic that could presumably make a straight man fuck another man.

1973
Oak Hill Apts.

my mom and step dad used to go out to these like  ice storm swingers parties.all EST types ..and that crap.my mom was very good looking,awesomely ...people dropped things for no reason when she was walked by.my step dad had the generic good looks of a Deoderant soap ad.It was the beginning of deodorant soap 1973.and  brighter  tasting cereal.

the strange party was on the 2oth floor or something  and the kids that came along .we all got to kn ow each other.most of the parents were divorced .it was visiting day.weekends .every other weekend.

they didn't want the kids around . But they must have .Because it was no problem except for these events that they simply hired us baby sitters.there were around 7 of us  strag alongs .we hung around in the lobbies of fancy   apartments and huge mansions in the middle of nowhere.Mainly it was apartments.

veda wore her hair in a tight bun .over the bun she sometimes wore a coif fer

Her visage was strict

she was aware of appearances.

and did not want to give others the false impression that she was approachable.

.

it was all about a specific new light and a specific new lense.magnets.holmium.
and moreso about
cherry pop
chocolate  strawberry liquid drinks
and most of all
pizza

Add caption

ice blender 325 dollars

priceless.
pay less.
i learned the ads plan to go back to LA and resume voice over work.
i kept missing class.
things got a little too Voice over live action.funny how everything blend said daien
he puts on his own make up.
sometimes for theatre work
a new play .
in one of the pools
somewhere or other.its the latest thing
private plays
very serious shit these plays
 no plays for you james

and no more holmium 57
we have another play going
PENN VALLEY
is going title
veada and evan run the country out of the oak hill apartments.
no more white house
that guy from queer eye is doing their apartment as we speak.drawing up plans.
this all takes place 3 years from now but the play lover
is the thing
so we're doing our apartment in safron orange and yellow

"don't I have a say"
i say
"jim you don't even brush your teeth/"

and he's gone.

dr .i read in a magazine i mulched and mumbled.that being my game face these days .trying to appear as mild ...and ?friendly as humanly possible.I wish i had servants and shit to do all this talking talking ..asking asking shit...if i see people i dont want it to be askin them to get me a soda or testosterone.whic D thinks might help me get angrier

INT-WHITE HOUSE with beige and turquise trim.the Burton's other home

damien shows me his scripts when he's not talking about black lung and bad sex.during the day he 's begun twistin around hal's office and he's stopped for a few days so THE OLD PUFF can catch his breath
and regain his sensabilities.
already he's cancelled his appointment with a dr who specializes in "these kind of things"Birdie  herself found the Dr. the one we told her too.
Birdie has been with us since her grandma gave birth to Tess like 60 some years ago.
hmmm
damien gets all theatrical wearing ascot s and scarves.
lately he's into safron orange
for the cult
he wants
things to be
that one the up and up
"shall i wear a Robe James?when I congregate the masses?
perhaps that seamstress who did the judge's robe for that Lweinsky business.

by them not knowing .
that i didnt know
they fucked up
probably for ever
whatever this tv actor
was supposed to be USED
for
cuz a.
if they're NOT  USING HIM
and he's DOING this cuz he WANTS TO
funny stimulating or not
WHO IS THIS GUY
and WHAT DOES HE WANT!
u dont fuck around with people like that
there will be laws!
and NOT about some freak who cares that anyone knows he cheats?
cheats?
is that what it is?
or am i supposed to come up with a word for that too
king EVANveda
meet Perry Smith

by ProXY

they switch me around as they like.they morph me.but i have to think of a better word than morph
work for the very peeps that PROXED me
the MEERCATS!

PROXY they like
they even gave me like 26 doLLLARS for it AND a god damn hotel.

meercat.morphing
no more KID stuff
they made me smarter too
For Damien king of the asshols.
i'm supposedly in love with this guy
i like saw him on television
but they bring him in
in ways beyond my understanding
he like .goes into my .nervous sytem .like literally .and he's the only one thye tried who makes me like go wild inside.
for all i know it's some 99 year old housewife
who cares I sorta
say
but noooooo
It's damien .
all the way
prob is
he's married
..
hmm and supposedly SUPPPPOSEDLY for REAL
according to them..
i waSNT SUPPOSED TO say anything
seriously
i mean this shit is for real
i feaqr typing it i swear and must pause to see if  the;ll like morph me .
or whats a better word
as i am also the fuckin AD for these psychos

hmmm
is this when the rubber meets the wire?

no no no.i don't want it to go away EVER
more
more and double more


i dont get any of this.
i'm scared by it mainly
andf they don't let up on the smoking.
and all sorts of stuff.that was.
uh
terrifyling beyond comprehension.
u run sheerly on adrenalin
which seems to have run dry
and i don't quite know what to do/
now that the adrenalin the fear is gone

and they want me to be nice?
and friendly
and courteeus in lones

I can't
I see how the vets coming back from away are on tv
they die in like sppeding accidents.and do anything to gEDt that feAr and waR rior feeling on .
it's not addiction  you find
it's basic instict
it's the only hope for mankind.
people this

uncoureus.
if something goes wrong
we will need them
so spare me and the rest of the PSYCHOS out there.
cuz
cavemen

is what youre gonna need

bad date with darren
first off
 his name
a worse name i can not think of
Beautiful but all I could think of was some element .some  ProXY -meir Cat situation turning him into a car seat.leatherette
they can do that at Prox
a weapon

you'd better be good Darren said
I paid 400$ and I heard u can't fuck from shit."

i am parceled out tiny bits of cash.
i am deamed too fuckin cwazy or something to manage /
no more thatn23 dollars
i might i dony know
?eat or something
i need to smoke when i am hungry.
it curbs the appetite.
i hear in bosnia they seel 12 year old to the porn industry in  van nuys

and bernie has his hands
all up it

I chew tobacco  it's cheaper.

sooooo
here i is another morning

and 2 thin dimes .
tes at this posh place
..its the wells fargo wagon that run me into the ground

i had lost my picture ID

see
and these GennnnnnTlemen won't give me my Money

banks
can do this friends
i wonder what else they can do to TIE THINGS up

there is something peculiar about this ID bizness
wells fargo
can easily  look up my photo .
my face
which for some odd reason is all we
identify people with

and for me
 that was like 5 faces and two

arrests ago//this means jack
the bank is foine i wake up hung over .ugly .cigareets dunked in water cups all that dull jonny depp stuff

i was thinkin proverbs when i walked in to the casino
than thought
nonono
the problem with this fuckin b bbbboring world iz iz iz proverb and sayings
like who gives a fuk if u eat lamb or vegitables
and punishe dfor that shit like made to sit at a table  for what 2 hours
thank godness for this adderal calms me down but not like coke which calms me and makes me undo my wicked way of thinking.like say want to shoot the world down
even on the internet can cause nothing
but
  trouble
 with a capiTal

TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTeeTHHHHHHHHHHHHh

th emall the mall we're going to the mall

social experiments often backfire.i remember reading brave new world ...i remembr this beta type guy wanna be...than mark damon jdsalingertype .gets chased around by film crew in helicoptor cuz he like ..in dont know did something wrong.thats how i feel about actors .i think.they re in the same bind.

and their not even betas

theyre alphas/

so they  shine

but they shine out.if they just make films that mean nothing to them instictively.

in this reguard they are dangerous

and it is actors  WE watch the most

Like Hawks

not

like

doves

loathsome

or otherwise

git it?

except at the playhousemadhouse
JAIL HOUSE POOL HOUSE
therewe don''''t
spend 3 hours
onthe fone cussing secrtiaRIAT
2GET3FTCIRCUMFERENCE JELLYfish blue toilet
 seat
    s   .her life was like
a toilet seat pie chart

luke 2;sebastian had seen the face of god dr zaus dr zaus in avett purple

entertaining mr sloan

this is all about like throwing the first pages away from newspaper u intentionally pic up.like not touching the corners than not washing your hands cuz tis about DNA AND poison.thats all.and i make poison myself.did u kn ow u can exCRENCHiate bella donna from bays teethtablets and vaporrub.i am back from the future and u got noooooo idea what they all think of next

IN THE NEXTA few days i will meet taylor henry/and not a moment too soon
he might be in las vegas.philly or Van nuys.
he'll be my partner .
partner in what i don't know
but he won't drug me or put loooooootion and shit on me blood stream
it goes in like in
SeconDs
it's
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwsome
if
hmmmmmm
used in da right hands
they don't hire left handed peeps in the Prox
the pockS
no left handers
and lotion administRation
are tricky bizness inDEEEEEEd

taylorhenryomen66

vieda moon

played rugby in some asian country down below the equator.
solid muscle
suns  and sons of viedah macabee
huddled away under carpets coming to the 1973 wintergames
they get into the floor boards
these Mca Bee
fuji plasma DMT diffuser 23,000,))*

so this is what we're up against
UP AGAINST is right
up against it get down on it everywhich way but lose
a colin hanks type is what the reverend asked for specifically

cant we just watch the fuckin movie
lenses .
you KNOW  about the lenses
u mean the lenses one
gets on their eyes
that split thier lenses into..
no.we meant the  LEN for the caterering  at DeVon horse shoe
well Lance is sick .seems he had too much brazilian bisness man for lunch
Mikey likes it

and ifg he doesnt we'll just break his finger

so there's this rugby player  Damien
he's with PROXY
there's a minister their
they call the CEOs monitors
reverends preachers
all very Rising Sun Moon

they have a satellite
while we're here sobbing about monicamoormon they're mining moondogs
did we say fingers i thought u said

OH brother .another fUckin REAM
and the light goes on
by itself
there are like green electric controls so water and lights go on  and off
at will
by their own
it's efficient if nothing else though..kinda logans run

bad mood these days like in in the ARMIIII
i have to like IRON SHHHHIRTS these daysand have to buy specific arMani shhhhhhhooooooz
little faggity thinks that are square .and look like FRANKKKKKKKken stein shoes
and go to a gym.
insane requests for a 43 year old man
37 .
holmium 37
or maybe just Holmes

VALLEY MILLS START UP BLAKE TATE AND WEIGHT

yeah damien he's alllllll u think about.
no more ARMIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIE guyz
or cop guyz!!
just this harden guy

ice blender 325 dollars

shwwwwimmer

frankgillet..mennendezmeat(ing) at Mall Town Avenue 2117

hal E. Burton was putting a toilet seat over his head .smiling

"just take the fuckin ' photograph'" he thought

Smiling like a his idea of someone else's idea of a naval officer from some shitty movie his commander made him see in the Balkan Mountains .way back

"One more .it might read"

squirrly said to him his faggot aide and closest companion.his dresser

he smiled .better this time only for curly who looked like he could use a drink.he smiled like a rented spotlike in an empy pool

poooooooooooooooooooooooool boi

yum

expecept here at the function

this pool boy kept haunting Hal.

naked except for a jockstrap

this man from a mennen ad

poooooooool boi

yum

it seemed to float around him like those computers that project into

thin air

poool boy put his hand down his jock and was releasing his penis

pool boy was everywhere now.birdie his wife

was the only one he ever told

Joan

sweet lovely sexy Joan

who looked at him like

like

like the bitch knew what was going on

ONE ADAM 12 ONE ADAM 12 he said into his phone sweating

pool boi disappeared

Hal E. got a hold of himself.

he looked from the wings of the sons of something or faggit he thought

trying to remember he was in god damn memphis

One more the Photographer said.

i didnt like the look on your face in the last shot

Prettty G-G-Gay senator

hal e burton's wife sat in the pew.she was an expert at folding her white gloves and suppressing farts while her husband

spoke